just now..my friend ask me what is the wording of Day Taps..i know this song very good..so i sang it out..but..the wayi sang was the fast way of Taps..not the slow tune..when i was singing out just now..my brain suddenly flash back to my stay in sangam..which the 1st time i heard this way of taps...i still remembered i was so shock when i heard that especially i still in the circle..haha..that night make me feel like..oh..guiding is really fun! i was so sad..because i forgot about this for more than 1 years..
there was an incident that make me feel very annoyed..actually it was just an email...but i really very angry..and i decided to reply them with not very good tune..i thought i din send out that email..but..actually i already send it out..this misunderstood were happened between me and the connection..hahaha..luckily it was the first email had been send out..if the second..i dono what is going to happen..because they are extremely not professional..
sometime i ask myself...What is Girl Guiding? What is the purpose of Girl Guiding? Why i still stay in Girl Guiding? Is it Girl Guiding is for all ages of Girls and Women? i really confused with all this simple questions..
Why? because i am confused by all the adults that are crazy about Powersssss, about revengesss(it should be appropraiate), and every evil things..now..i really disapointed by my association..i keep on asking myself..should i still stay in there? or this is the end of my journey in this association? may be..others will think that i am so childish and stupid..just go away if i feel like i want to..but..i have been in this association for more than 10 years...if i choose to quick.,.means i need to put down half of my life...luckily..i still have some friends and guiders that can really guide me and listen to me and give me some advise..
sometime i feel sad..because i not really can write what i want to write in my blog..sometime even in my facebook..why? because there are spysssss in facebook...WTH? i really dono what to do with these adultssss ( i not sure whether they are in the category of mature )...i not really can write what i like anywhere..
but..today..i post this in my blog..mean i don care what is going to happen..if the spysssss read this..i also don mind..if you are the spysss that read this post..and you prepare to tell someone..just go for it..i don care...
this is what i feel today...
huh!! seem like tonight is an angry night..
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