A weird day...

Day start with breakfast with participants whose arrive early for the event..my table only had 3 people included me. this gave me opportunities to talk with katsuko. and i accidentally know that Pn T. went to Japan before as the AP Trainer. This made me reflect. I work with her for 6 months because of undergraduate students training and i really don think that she is a great trainer. but she is one of the AP Trainer....reflect..reflect..

then, me and priyanka call to GGAM because GGAM promise they will send a girl to the seminar under Sangam Scholarship, but we still din get her flight detail. because i feel bad that if the girl reach here blankly and dono what to do in Mumbai. so we call to GGAM. but..when we get the answer that the girl couldnnt come because of swine flu. i really feel upset, ashamed, mad..i dono whether this is the real order from the ministry or just a extremely comfortable reason for not coming for the seminar. i feel ashame because as a national HQ, they should let Sangam know earlier and Sangam probably can giv the scholarship to other MO.they should know the responsibilities of them. when i worked in National HQ..the staff always complain the branch always reply everything in last minutes and made our life suck..but...they did the same thing in international level..so ..what should they aspect others do good to them? i really feel ashamed..i always tell myself..put it down..let it go..but i know..i still care..i really care..

then..we had official welcome for the cvps..we played an easy but fun game..everyone enjoyed it..even the local staff..then we had cake...the strawberry cheese cake were so yum..this made my mood become better..

then..we had pre-event meeting PT and other staffs..the meeting was so short because there only 7 days for this event and most of the sessions we already fix and know what to do..

in the end of the day ( i mean before dinner ) i feel so tired. dono why my head so heavy and make me feel so tired..i am glad that we all decided to rest tonight..

the event start tomorrow..this is my last event in Sangam..hope to do my best...